This week has been hell week for me. Scratch the exams and all the things piled up. But a lot has been going into my mind lately. A LOT. I don't even know where to start.

The management decided to bring the cheerdance competition back. Which was pretty much okay for me. My other batchmates were still upset about those. Who can blame them? I don't really know what happened, but all I know is... I wasn't there. (Btw, this is from the 6th grade experience we had.) We expected too much. PERIOD.

Some guy, from our batch, whom I barely know kept making stories about me and him. Which isn't true. No, I don't like him. And no, he isn't courting me. And fucking no, we are not together. Just to make things clear for you. Screw you, for making that up.

Lastly, he wanted a second chance. He asked me. He regretted leaving me, and has come back to try to give us another try. And again no. After all the bullshit you've put me through, for just leaving me there, expecting that you'll be there to catch me. And you let me down. And now she left you, so you're going back to me.

For your information, I am not a fucking rebound. Please keep that in mind. I know this would hurt you, if you're really sincere, but I need to put myself first. No, I'm not mad at you. It's just that, you wasted my time before. And I'm afraid you'd waste it again.

I FEEL SO STUPID. REAL STUPID. And it hurts like hell.