I miss you. I miss you not in a bad way or anything, but I just miss you.
I know it's Christmas vacation and we should take time to miss each other. But it kinda-sorta kills me to not see you everyday and talk about nonsense stuff. Well, that's how we usually bond. And it's not bad. Starting over after a horrible uhm... fight (?) I don't really know if we really fought. Guess we just hurt ourselves, without knowing.
Atleast now, that's done. I've learned from it. Wish you did too. :)
Shit, I just miss you. I really do. :)
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Gusto ko kahit sa intrams lang ikaw makasama ko. Gaya lang nung huling intrams. Kahit dalawang araw lang sana, ibigay mo na sakin. Hindi na ko hihingi ng atensyon pagkatapos nun. Hahayaan na kita makasama kaibigan mo. Kung pagbibigyan mo lang tong hiling ko.
Madrama pero oo yan nalang ang gusto ko. Cheesy man pakinggan, pero yun talaga yung gusto kong ipahiwatig eh.
Hindi ko pa nga alam kung mababasa mo to eh. Ohwell. /laslas :'(
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Every atom of me, misses you.
I miss you. I really do. I miss it when you approach me. I miss it when you effort to take my home even though it's late. I miss it when you actually talk to me. I miss the chills when you try to hold my hand. I miss it when you fix my hair. I miss it when you play with my shoes. I miss it when you walk me home. I miss it when I can't remove my phone from my hand because you might call or text. I miss it when you spend every single time with me.
I really don't know what happened. Was it the break up that made us feel like this. Or is it when you started to keep your distance from me. Everytime I think about this, about what we are actually now, all I get is this blank stare. Then, I'd suddenly cry.
Confession #1
I had issues. And I wasn't very open to you after the break up. I really don't know, but after all that all I wanted was for us to be back to where we started. I was really happy back then. I don't know why, but I never thought of committing myself once again. But I did, for you, actually.
Confession #2
I miss the times where simple things would make me smile. That's what I'm asking for now. I don't need you to give me things on monthsaries or some special occasions. All I wanted was your company. You know, you're like my best friend -slash- boyfriend at the same time.
Confession #3
Everytime I receive a text message from some random person, I kinda wished it was you. You and your sweet words. That's what made me like you a lot. It's not your dimples and your smile and you and your guitar tricks. It's actually those sweet, thoughtful letters you gave me.
Confession #4
I'm still jealous about your previous love interest. That's why sometimes I suddenly don't approach you. I can't help it. I really can't, I'm just scared that you would leave me for her. I don't know if you can do that, but just in case. I'm really upset about it. But I can't do anything. My pessimist side is showing.
Confessions #5
I can't stop the pride thing. I really can't. I want to. Wish it was that easy to remove my pride. Guess if I've been gentle about your feelings then I guess we won't be in this difficult situation. I'm kinda trying to lose the pride thing, starting it off here.
Confession #6
I am still inlove with you. Deeply and madly inlove with you. That's why I acted stupid. I never thought it would cause you pain. And yeah, sorry. I love you.
I really don't know why I'm typing this. Maybe it's because, I know you won't read this here. And I want to pour everything out before I go insane.
Ui babe. I love you. IRLY & INLY I hope you wouldn't too. I'm not placing this because you messaged this. I'm saying this because you just said the words that I was trying to say long before, but was afraid to say.
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Hello. Adi here. I'm too complex for your own good and I'm a bit misunderstood by majority of the population. Beware.