BANDA DUN, SA BUNDOK NG TRALALA. Good luck finding it.

Especially when you cry over the same reason, over and over again. Psh. I need chocolates. :|

No, it's not that I'm putting them first. But he's still my friend. And he'll remain as my friend. I don't want anything from him.

Why is this so hard? :(

Akala ko kasi okay na tayo. :( Masaya tayo eh, sabay prom lang pala ang katapat para mag-away ulit tayo. Yun lang pala. Eh kung alam ko lang yun sana di nalang ako nag-prom. Malay ko ba.

I won't be posting blogs here if I was happy. :|

I know it's Christmas vacation and we should take time to miss each other. But it kinda-sorta kills me to not see you everyday and talk about nonsense stuff. Well, that's how we usually bond. And it's not bad. Starting over after a horrible uhm... fight (?) I don't really know if we really fought. Guess we just hurt ourselves, without knowing.

Atleast now, that's done. I've learned from it. Wish you did too. :)

Shit, I just miss you. I really do. :)

1. Smile

2. Enjoy

3. Bounce

These are the rules we followed before even entering the gym for our performance. It was so fast that I didn't notice that we wasted time in just giving advices and stuff. Prayed before we even performed. And after praying, we went in there and gave it our all. It was an awesome performance. Right after performing we met our advisers at the back and they were dancing with joy. It was one of the most overwhelming events in my life.

We received tons of compliments. But we stayed humble. Then the moment of truth.

We were all nervous. But knowing that we weren't last anymore just gave us this relief and made us even more nervous. Then knowing that we weren't in second place just made all the juniors jump and scream. And saying goodlucks, shaking hands and giving hugs to your fellow schoolmates when we were placed in the center of the gym just made me feel that we were all equal. That we were all nervous.

1st place. This was just...overwhemling. Never expected that we, 3 consecutive years being last, would jump all the way to first.

Why do I love this day so much? ♥ Though it was just boring after the performances. :)

Did you even remember those? I do. I can still remember all the little details. Never did I doubt you. You were like a boyfriend-best friend all in one. I used to tell random stories to break the silence when we're together, you'd do the same when my story stops. But when I can't tell any, you usually look at me. Then you hold my hand. We exchange glances for a little while waiting who'd make the first move. Damn, your eyes were mesmerizing, when I start to look at you I don't know when I should look away. I can't get enough.

You used to play for me. Even though I didn't ask you to. It makes my heart melt. You don't need a great voice to make me smile. You're voice is amazing. You usually look down when your playing the guitar, I don't even know if because of me or you don't really know the chord. I find it really cute.

You come over my place right after your guitar lessons in Alabang just to see me last summer. I just love how you effort.

You were so sweet. I just miss it. But friends would be enough.

Madrama pero oo yan nalang ang gusto ko. Cheesy man pakinggan, pero yun talaga yung gusto kong ipahiwatig eh.